This weekend rocked, but it was also very stressful. I started to think about what I want to do with my career. I have to admit that where I want to go is at least to try to obtain MVP Status. I have to want it enough and head myself in the right direction. I need to stop sitting back and assuming what I am doing is working out. So you guys are going to see some changes happening soon. I have to thank a lot of people for helping me out, especially Sahil Malik and David Isserman. They spoke to me on the phone about fighting for what I want basically. That is what I need to do. I need to put all the low self esteem issues aside. I need to fight for what I want. I need to push my limits to as far as they can go to become the person I want to be. That is what you will see in the next few months. I am going to stop moping around about certain things in life and start changing them like 23 year old Becky Isserman. I am going to walk out everyday and I am going to try and think of what I can do to further my career and I am going to also play a lot more RockBand.
So that is settled now let's talk about my presentation. It was not the best, because I was nervous and I am out of practice. I forgot to say my name and mention my speaking topic. However, everyone seemed really interested in the tool I created, aside from the fact that the security part was not fully functional and some error testing. I promised that I will add a tool to look up user information and integrate the user control within the Windows Application in the next few months. It may not happen right away, but I promise I will try to get this added when I have the time. Passover is coming up and I am going to be doing a lot of cooking and I am going to work on the book some more this week. I also promised Sahil that I would work on SPRSS. I think it's an interesting tool and that I can put my skills to good use. After all I am a real code monkey now, so I need to hone those skills a littl more.
Btw, for all of you who actually read my blog I really appreciate you and thank you for making me feel like I am doing something to help. Continue to post comments and ask questions. I really enjoy any feedback.